السبت، 21 فبراير 2009

I Miss My Old Best Friends .. Kent I Have a Perfect Life With All Ppl Ely Eb My Life Kan 3endii
Friends Care About Me They Love me.. They Ask About Me They Call Me .. Bass Now Everything te'3ayar My Friends el Boys .. Menhum ely My Cuzins o Menhum ely My Friends From Along Time .. Faj2a I Dont Know Them Anymore Ka2nhum New Persons .. New Bad Persons .. They r Careless .. I Miss Them Alot Laman We Smile O Neg3ad ga3da 7elwa kelna o nesoolef .. o Kanat Ga3dtna 5alya men el Sha'3lat Ely Malha Da3y Kan Kel Wa7ed Yatheq Bel Thany Ma Kan Feeh Kerh Bain a7ad Kan eL wa7ed Yegdar Ya5eth Ra7ta bely Yaby Yegoola .. Kena Nafs El Twins o .... 5a9tan My Cuzin Ely Akbar Meny Eb 20 Yoom Bass .. Kan Mo bass my twin .. kent ashoof nafsy feeh mako shay kent a5esha 3alaih .. kent shay kent agoola lah o kel shay yegoola ly kena sakneen eb bait wa7ed o enam in the same room .. kan akthar men my brother .. we fight alot LOL bass sub7an allah 5 min .. e7na met9al7een ma kan baina '3air el wanasa wel'9e7k o kan kel wa7ed yezra3 eb galb el thany el basma ely tefare7 el wa7ed .. 3omrii ma 7asait bel we7da .. o kebarna weya ba3a'9 o kena 7ata nesawy our Birthdays Party Eb nafs el yoom .. o faj2a my cuzin ma gemt a3rfa walla 7ata my best friends gemt a3rfhum ... gemt ashoofa yeshrab :S o jedamy .. gemt ashofa 24 sa3a weya el banat ma 5af 7ata 3ala sem3ta aw shay faj2a beda yafged nafsa o beda yafged theqtii feeh o shno el sabab la hel yoom madry o shno ely 5alah yesawy chethy o till now 9arly one year i dont talk to him ma3na kena everyday netkalam o neshoof ba3a'9 el 7een 7ata ma ashtehy ashoofa a7es wayha te'3ayar ma gemt a3ref ehwa mno walla gemt a3ref etha he is my brother ely wethaqt feeh 6ool 7ayatii aw la2 .. kalamta mara martain o thalath o arba3 bass shno ely estfdta men kel hatha .. ma 5athait menah '3air el 7achy ely 5alany akrah hel sha59 ely 7abaita 6ool 7ayatii " Malik She'3il Bely Asaweeh " .. laish la2ny a5af 3alaih laish eny ahtam bely yesaweeh .. el denya tahat feeny .. my cuzin ely kent afra7 feeh gabel o afra7 eb wejoda weyay e5tfa kent ashoof el denya methil ma ehya eb alwanha eb shaklha bass men galy hel kalam ely yaraitny ma sem3ta el denya te'3yrat feeny .. i miss him .. o mno bega ly yekoon ly close bhel 6areeqa ... mako .. '9alait beroo7y 7ata rab3y ely 7awalt eny alga menhum el 9a7y el fahem el 3agel mako ely ye7sh bel banat wely yetkalam 3an sha'3lat malha da3y ka2ny ga3ed weya sheya6een mo awadem .. ma gemt 7ata a3rfhum 3adil kel tafkeerhum '3ala6 mo nafshum ely kent astfeed men kalamhum o 3aglhum la hel daraja el zeman yedoor o ye'3ayer 3eqool el nass ely tefham o te5af rabha .. o shno el sebab ham many 3aref .. 7awalt eny at'9ahar eny ana weyahum bhel shay o ag3ad weyahum 3adii la2na i dont have a7ad close weyay aw shay kent aktem wayed sha'3lat feeny walla kent 7ata atkalam 3an ely feeny 7ag a7ad .. o kel sha59 yegra ely katba bey3rf shno el sh3oor yoom ensan yaktem ely feeh la moda 6weela .. ya el yoom ely ba3adt feeh 3anhum ma gemt aby 7ata refjat'hum maby ay shay menhum bass aby ansa enah my friends 9araw chethy .. o men hel yoom bedait a3eesh 7ayatii eb 9ora thanya awal mara a7es bhel sh3oor o eny 3ayesh hel 7ayah .. ma3a el ayam wana shabek bel msn tekalmt ly weya wa7da te3rft 3alaiha eb 9edfa madry shloon kanat .. ma kena ne3rf ba3a'9 o '9alaina nesoolef o nesoolef o men salfa la salfa thanya men 7achy la 7achy thany .. bedat el sewalif teshdna 7ag ba3a'9 9erna ka sha59 wa7ed ye'9el yekalem nafsa men kethir ma e7na fahmeen ba3a'9 3adil .. eb 9ara7a 7abait kalamha 7abait kel shay tegoola o shlon 9aree7a o shloon 5alooqa .. weyay 7asait eb ra7a 7asait enah fee men atheq feeh .. feeh a7ad ashky lah ely feeny .. kanat tesa3dny wayed eb kelmtain te'3ayer moody .. 9ert nafs el yahel yoom yekoon za3lan o etyeeb lah a small gift shloon yet'3ayar mooda men ely feeh la shay thany ..7awalt a3ref shno el sebab shno ely feeny bass mako awal sh3oor bel nesba ly kan ... laily o nahary kan kelah tafkeer bhel sh3oor o bhel bent .. ma kent met3awed eny atkalam weya ay bent '3air hel bent kent agdar a5eth ra7tii weyaha eb shakel mo 6abee3y '9laina moda 6weela we7na 3ala hel 7ala kel men yashky 7ag el thany .. ka2na mako a7ad bhel 3alam '3air e7na el ethnain ..


kan el lail wel nehar 3ala 7asab ma e7na n7es feeh


ka2na kel shay yamshy 3akes meta ma e7na ne7s enah chethy kanat el omor tejm3na eb shakel mo 6abee3y .. bedait a7ebha wa3shqha .. bedait a7es enah el galb beda ye97a o yestaw3eb ma3ay kel shay ga3ed y9eer baina .. el denya bedat t9eer 7elwa feeny o bedat tewareeny kel la7'9a o thekra 7elwa 9arat baina 3eshqt'ha o 3eshaqt el yoom ely 3araft'ha feeh .. shekart raby o 7emadtah la2na a5eeran 7asait enah fee ensana tefhamny o tegadrny o te3rf ana shno ely a7taja .. maraina eb ayam 7elwa .. ayam 9ij raw3a

o Kan El Sh3oor Ely a7es feeh a7esa '3areeb 3alay

bass men doon ma adry ken a7eb hel sh3oor kan ye5aleeny doom atethakar wejoodha

o atethakar wagft'ha weyay .. methil ma kel sha59 ye7s enah me7taj hel shay

o ana kent men el nass el ma7'9oo'9a enah 7a9alt ely kent me7taja

3almtni shloon a7eb shloon akoon 9adeg eb 7ayaty o shloon akoon wafy leha


o el ayam bedat temr baina o el shehor wel senin

faj2a kel shay te'3ayar at9el malha wejood

malha 7es ka2nha faj2a e5tfat men 7ayaty ..

o shno el sebab madry .. 7awalt afham ely 9ar bass mako ay sebab

ye5aleeny afham ely 9ar .. omor wayed 9arat eb 7ayatii

no3an ma kanat nafs el dars bel nesba ly o fee omor keraht eny asm3ha aw eny

a9adgha .. o laken ma3a meror el waqt laman te3adait ely 3eshta bel shehor ely 6afat

raby 7ab yewareeny shay 3lshan at5a6a ely feeh o a3eesh 7ayah ydeeda ..

sheft ely a7ebha o e3tabrha meny o feeny .. weya sha59 '3airy .. o eb kel berood o ebtsama 5afeefa estqblatny feeha ..

ma3qoola !! ? fee bashar chethy .. fee nass bhel Geswa

el denya te'3ayer 9a7 gasya 9a7 bass mo hatha ely ana 3arafta

ely 3arafta enah el denya 7elwa 7ag ely y3eesh'ha 9a7 o eb sa3ada

hatha ehya ely 3almtni eyah .. bass kel shay ga3ed y9eer 3aks o aby afham laish ! ?

ham mako rad .. la2na kel ely kent afhma wa3rfa enah el theqa ely kanat baina

kanat el theqa ely enbnat men nafs'ha men doon ma e7na ne76ha bews6 3alaqtna

el theqa ely a3rfha enha no3ain . el no3 el awal el nass ehya ely tabneeha wet76ha

ama el no3 el thany ehya men nafsha
ama el noo3 el thany ely kent a3rfa enah men nafsa eyy .. o yenbny
fa tewaqa3t hel theqa yat eb mukanha el 9a7 .. bass lel2asaf kent '3al6an
ektshaft enah el theqa ma tekoon dayman ehya el 9a7 .. o hathy kanat
akbar '3al6a eb 7ayaty sawait'ha o la hel yoom nadman 3alaiha eny atheq eb sehola
o an5de3 eb sehola .. hathy el denya ely ana kent a3rfha ? enha tekoon Gasya Chethy
laish ? Wain e5tfat el thekriyat .. ely kent met3awed 3ala tekrarha o wejoodha
ana ma sheft bashar bhel noo3 o bhel Gesawa bass el 7emdilah kel shay tebayan 3ala 7aqeeqta
o ely a7awel o9al lah ehwa enah la meta bet'9el hel noo3 men el nass eb 7ayatna .. eb mujtm3na ..
9arat el nefos '3areeba .. mako aman ely kent a7es feeh .. mako shay 9adeg eb 7ayaty
te7awal kel shay o kel hel sneen lechthba ? le2wham .. el sneen r5ee9a la hel daraja el theqa tenba3 eb kel sehoola ? .. laish ? shno el sebab hatha ely wedy a3rfa la hel yoom .. wedy a3ref wafham laish kel hatha be7yatna ? laish mako jawab 3ala so2aly ? a7yanan a7es enah a3ref el jawab ely ehwa enah hathaily mo bashar hathaily shay thany bass ba3dain agool la2 hatha mo ehwa el jawab o a'9el adawer 3ala el jawab o ma 7a9alta ..
bass gedart afaser shay wa7ed .. ely ehwa 7ayat el ensan shloon tekoon .. kelna men 6ebay3na enah en7b o en9oon .. bass men 6ebay3na enah en5oon o nanker ?
la2 hatha mo ehwa el 9a7 .. ana at3as ensan eb 7ayaty la2na la ly a7ad walla ly nas tekoon yamy te5leeny abtsem o akoon sa3eed ? la2 ana at3as ensan o kent at3as ensan la2na ma kent a3ref a'3ayer el omor eb nafsy .. kelna net'9ayeg o ne7s bel jar7 ne7s bel athiya bass hel shay ehwa eb eyeed kel wa7d .. el esnan lah 3aqel yefham y7es ye3rf .. fa kel ely ektshfta enah el 7ayah 7elwa o ely yaby y3eesh'ha y3eesh'ha 9a7 o yemashy el denya 3ala hawah walla a7ad yemasheeha 3ala hawah .. el 7ayah ely feeha tekoon thekryatna 7azeena o sa3eeda ehya men el sha'3lat ely negdar net7akam feeha .. o ana gedart o9al eny at7akam eb a7zany o afra7y .. mo ay sha59 eyy o ye3aker mazajy o ye7zny .. ana sha59 9a7eb qararaty 9a7eb afkary .. mazajy 3aqleety .. o ana 9a7eb nafsy .. fa kel ely a3rfa enah el denya feeha el shain o feeha el zain .. o ana doom 9ar 6emo7y eny alga el zain eb 7ayaty wa5aly el shain . o el 7een 3endii nass greeba ly tefhmny o atheq feeha o hel theqa yat eb mukanha el 9a7 .. fa a5er kelma awajha 7ag el kel .. enah la7ad yey2as men el nass ely 7awaleeh .. la2na mahma 9ar beykoon fee omor wayed zaina eb 7ayat kel ensan o ana el nass ely eb gorby o weyay 9ij kel wa7ed lah ba9ma 5a9a feeh o laha ta2theer ye5tlef men bain sha59 o sha59 thany ..
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The End Of " Memories "